One Week to Go!

I cannot believe that we leave in a week! All of a sudden I don't feel prepared...and I mean that in two different ways. I'm not "physicially" prepared...still have so much to buy/pack/clean/organize and I'm not "emotionally" prepared...I thought I was...and I'm positive I will be on the day...but I'm starting to feel a bit overwhelmed. I cannot wait until she is in our arms but at the same time...can't help worry about "what if she is super upset?"..."what is she is sad?"....I feel excited for her and us that we are starting this wonderful life together but I also worry for her that she is going to go through something in 13 days that for her little person will feel very traumatic.
It was Parkers first day of SK today...my little guy is becoming such a man...off he went, didn't even look back at me! They grow up so fast!
Tomorrow I will try and get more things knocked off my list of "stuff to do" and hopefully will feel better about everything...it hasn't helped that I have this silly nasal cold!
Overall...I know this next month will change my life forever...and for that I'm grateful...